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Soft Moss Under Foot

by Sad New Owner

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1.
Ruiner 00:34
Maybe it's all in my head Maybe no one dwells on it Everyone remembers and they talk about it when I'm not around I'm sorry I say such stupid things that make our friends squirm in their seats Next time I swear that I won't speak
2.
My old dark thoughts crash into me like a jellyfish against kelp That is to say, not much at all Vitriolic words I have for myself hot and red like soy milk in the fridge That is to say, not even a little But time grates against me like tectonic plates That is to say, it's crushing me Months crawl by and I never find the time To do the things I enjoy Creative motivation boils over Like a kettle in the snow That is to say, that it doesn't And responsibility has the same reprieve As capitalistic misery That is to say, it has none But joy comes to see As often as I see my friends Rarely I swear I'm not avoiding you I know you're just a few blocks away I just don't have time today Or any day
3.
I was ten feet up on a scissor lift at work Headphone in one ear, just trying to pass the time Podcast guy signed off the episode With words I wasn't ready for He said, "Take care of yourself. Take care of each other. Solidarity forever." And I don't know what my problem is Tears welling up and a lump in my throat But you're goddamn right, all we have is each other So let's have it again, everyone together
4.
Go to sleep at midnight and wake up at ten No alarm can sever me from my bed Four hours on the couch, forty five til I'm on the clock Every day is one day less And I don't want to keep on living like this Sitting still while life flies by What happened to my motivation It's like I'm back to treading water
5.
Renewed 02:13
Recently I've seen you glowing brighter than you have ever before Lately I have felt you in my soul like soft moss under foot in Spring To what I can attribute this renewed love I have for you, I cannot say But one thing I know is true is that I'll never tire of you Each day feels new
6.
Unburdened 01:14
The day the we can finally drop our baggage We'll stretch our limbs and shed our skins Our bloodied masks will fall to the ground We'll rub our eyes and we will look around And we'll see the light, and we will recognize Our inherent worth beyond the value of our labor And we'll celebrate the day, when by our hands Every politician and billionaire died And every hedge fund manager died and every cop died and every private island owner died And everyone on planet Earth died
7.
We got in later than we wanted to And struggled to find a place to park We went to the office to get our key And then we headed down the street By the time we set our things on the bed Most everything was closed But I remember the sunset And I remember you We drank tea in a restaurant in Galway For 2 hours and then went to our room Wish we could have seen more of Galway But I remember drinking tea with you A quiet evening with you in Galway
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9.
Wedge 01:19
You have a knack for attracting the worst people And I'm not here to tell you what to do about that I just hate how they wedge themselves between you and your friends And you seem to let them You're destroying every friendship that you have And I'd hate to watch you go But if this is it, then this is it Cause I'm too old for this shit
10.
Priorities 02:00
If I'm lucky I'll die in a hospital from a preventable disease And some CEO will make lots of money off of me I'd like to die a worthy death, one that moves our country forward For the holy GDP Lie me in the bed and ask me if I have insurance Make me weigh my life against the hell of constant,crushing debt I wouldn't want to be a burden on your taxes You're right, we're not worth it, it's cool, we'll all just die I wanna live til the ripe old age of 35 Have labor break my body in the meantime Just so long as billionaires get to live the good life I don't want my health and longevity to sink a parasitic industry
11.
I feel like you and I both know That you're using this argument to deflect from your own Moral inconsistencies that you'd rather not have to address head-on So you latch on to the first thing that makes you feel better Without taking a second, like literally one second to think Of course it's not true I shouldn't have to tell you You're a big boy, think it through Of course it's not true
12.
All those years spent taking pictures Documenting our childhood Tucked away, safe and sound on your hard drive Now they're gone, lost to time It's funny how one hard drive shits And all that memory's wiped Looking back, it was pretty lame But we were right when we said "In 20 years, we'll be glad for these" It's not a big deal, I'm not upset about it It would just be nice to scroll through them again
13.
Wasted Day 01:32
Had a whole day where I could do whatever I wanted And I took a three hour nap Sat on the couch indecisively scrolling Through all the stupid shows I've seen before And I made some shitty food and I choked it down By myself in the dark Made lots of plans for ways to spend my time productively And I didn't follow through Had a whole day where I could do whatever I wanted And I squandered all of it
14.
I'm sorry you're there later than you wanted to be I know this isn't how you'd like to spend your Sunday But you are the one that's holding it down Yeah, you keep the ship from running aground Whether you'd acknowledge it or not Even if you don't think it's true It's you I know it's easy to overlook your own contribution I've been there myself more than a few times
15.
Gas Bill 01:08
This January feels like Spring And that can only mean one thing The huge, crazy, burdensome gas bill That I pay each month will undoubtedly shrink Well Nicor has a different idea it seems My amount due keeps rising That's fine, I didn't want this money anyway Everybody come and grab a piece
16.
Filler 00:47
I feel like everything I've written recently Sounds exactly the same Didn't even realize I was writing formulas And now I can't escape I never really felt like anything I made Was great anyway But I know for a fact, I feel it in my gut I've made better songs than this
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18.
We were a band of mystics We who joined the caravan And traveled South To witness the coming Of the babe with cloven hoof Set beneath a single skylight The rising of Lucifer On this Earth and in our hearts We were going to Springfield If there's anywhere on this Earth Worthy of Hellfire It's the refuge of Springfield How fitting a place For the return of our master Than the seat of State power There begins the cleansing From which all he's deemed righteous Shall be healed The fall of false Idols The death of man's hubris Witnessed in Springfield The rightful balance of nature The erasure of suffering It started in Springfield

about

One or two of these were recorded in 2019 in my bedroom in Klamath Falls, Oregon. The rest were recorded between mid-2020 and early-2023 in various rooms in my house in Rockford, Illinois, where I hope to stay.
I'm not feeling as bad as I did in Oregon, and I'm happy to be home. I think it shows in the lyrical content, and somewhat regrettably, in the music itself. I hope you like this one, because honestly I keep going back and forth on it.

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released February 19, 2023

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